Saturday, November 16, 2013

Services for Jayson


VISITATIONS


Glen Abbey Mortuary Chapel
3838 Bonita Rd.
Bonita, CA 91902-1233

Wednesday, November 20, 2013
5:00-9:00 p.m.

Thursday, November 21, 2013
5:00-9:00 p.m.


FUNERAL SERVICE


Our Lady of Mt. Carmel
13541 Stoney Creek Rd.
San Diego, CA 92129

Saturday, November 23, 2013
1:30 p.m.

Burial after mass about 3:00 p.m.

Glen Abbey Memorial Park
3838 Bonita Rd.
Bonita, CA 91902-1233

Please join us in honoring Jayson by wearing 
something light blue at his funeral.  Thank you.

For further information or directions, please see www.glenabbeysandiego.com.

If you will be sending flowers to the mortuary, please reference Jayson's name
and please do not send them before Wednesday, November 20th.



Wednesday, November 13, 2013

An Angel is Born

At 2:52 Tuesday afternoon (11/12/13), an angel was born. After almost 2 years of battling cancer, Jayson passed away peacefully and gracefully at home surrounded by his family. It with great sadness and heavy hearts that we share this news with you. However, it is also with great joy because we know that Jayson is now with his heavenly Father, our Lord and Savior and no longer suffering or in pain. We know that God has welcomed him to His kingdom saying "Welcome back my child! Come in for I love you."

We are comforted in knowing that Jayson is no longer suffering and in pain. He is no longer in his earthly and ill body. He is now in his heavenly body singing hymns and praising God.









We are grateful to all of you who have already expressed your condolences to us. We thank each of you for your prayers and support. We know how blessed we are and we know how great God has been to us.  We are thankful that God told Jayson to "Go back my child" because He gave us an extra couple of months to spend with Jayson. Each day was His gift to us. We are thankful that Jayson was able to come home and be with us for almost a month! We are also thankful that he is finally home to begin his eternal life with Jesus.

Rest in Peace Jayson.  Your memory will always be with us. Your story will always be in our mind. Your smile will always be in our heart. God has blessed you as you have blessed us. We will honor you by living the life that is honorable to God. We love you and will miss you.







Monday, November 11, 2013

Please Pray

I ask for your prayers for Jayson. He is not doing well and may soon be called home.

He's been having issues with shortness of breath this past 5-6 days. Yesterday we noticed that he was confused a lot, talking about random topics.  He would have moments of clarity and we could communicate with him, but those moments seem to get fewer and fewer. He got more restless in the early evening, sometimes moaning. Then later that evening he didn't want to take some scheduled medication.  This was the first time he refused to take his medications. Usually if he wasn't ready for it, he would tell me if he needed a few minutes, but would then take it as promised. We also noticed that his hands and feet were cooler than the rest of his body. This could be an indication that his heat regulating system was failing.

A hospice nurse was sent to our home late last night to monitor him and administer additional medication to help keep him calm and allow him to sleep. Of course this means that we aren't able to interact with him. We just continued to talk to him because I've been told that hearing is one of the last things to go. So, I pray that he is able to hear us.

Henry contacted my mother-in-law and our oldest son,Justin, last night to let them know of Jayson's condition. Justin arrived with my dad just before midnight. My mother-in-law soon arrived after them with my brother-in-law.  We have been taken turns being with Jayson, making sure he's not alone.

The first hospice nurse left about midnight, but another nurse took over and is still with us.  He has been updating us on Jayson's vitals and according to him there are indications that Jayson's body is slowly shutting down.

Please pray for Jayson. If it's Jayson's time to go, we pray that he doesn't suffer more and that he will go in peace.

I want to end this post by sharing this quote that I found posted on Jayson's Facebook last night. Based on the date of this posting, Jayson was in remission at this time.

"The things you take for granted, someone else is praying for. Be thankful." 

by Jayson 2/12/13

Saturday, November 9, 2013

Just Believe

Jayson has been doing well overall the last couple of days, but this wasn't the case this past Wednesday.  He was experiencing shortness of breath most of the morning which got us very concerned. His breathing was very shallow and he kept opening his mouth to exhale, sometimes making a sound each time he exhaled.  We also noticed that he was using his chest muscles and shoulders to breathe.  We contacted Elizabeth Hospice to get some advice on what we could do for him. They sent over a hospice nurse to evaluate and monitor him for about 3 hours.  They also sent a hospice doctor to examine Jayson that afternoon.

They determined that Jayson still had fluids in his lungs which limited the amount of air he could inhale.  We started giving him some morphine as needed the rest of the day to help with the shortness of breath.  We also gave him medication to help him urinate more frequently in an effort to reduce the fluids in his lungs. After several doses of morphine, his breathing improved.  We didn't have to give him any after 9:30 since he was breathing better and slept most of the night.  He still experiences some shortness of breath at least once a day since then, so we've had to give him morphine each time.

Soon after starting chemotherapy, we noticed that Jayson was getting tired more easily. He usually needs to take a few moments to catch his breath after doing a simple movement such as lifting his lower torso up while in a reclined position on the recliner. Fatigue is one of the side effects of the chemotherapy medication he is currently taking.  Aside from some slight abdominal cramping, he hasn't felt any additional side effects.  We ask him often if he's in any pain or discomfort and most of the time he tells us he's not.  I hope this is the case, but I'm not completely sure. It could be that he's gotten used to having pain and it has become a normal part of his life now. It just makes me sad to see him go through all this.

Jayson getting ready to eat his dinner.
Jayson's appetite for solid food hasn't been that great this past week. So, when he asked for some popcorn shrimp and cheddar biscuit from Red Lobster on Wednesday afternoon, I made sure to get it that night for dinner. As usual he didn't eat much, but we were happy to see him eat about a third of his plate. This is one of his favorite foods and it was the last meal he had prior to getting intubated in the hospital in September. When I asked Jayson how his dinner was, he gave an approving thumbs up!

A thumbs up for his popcorn shrimp dinner!

Jayson listens as Keilani reads a Care Bear story.


After dinner, Jayson remained at the dining table to help Keilani with her math and spelling homework.  I noticed that she was more cooperative and complained less about doing homework when it was Jayson helping her. After completing her assignments, Keilani read her books while Jayson listened. It was nice to watch the two interact and I only wished I had caught this moment on video to share.

On Tuesday morning as my sister-in-law walked in our backyard, she saw an image on the trunk of our neighbor's palm tree, and brought it to my mother-in-law's attention.  After staring at the tree a few minutes, she saw the image as well. She told my mom about it and my mom saw a second image directly underneath the image.  Henry took a picture of the tree on Wednesday afternoon. Here is a picture he took. Do you see what we see?

What image do you see on this palm tree?
The first image on the upper portion of the trunk looks like the frontal upper body of Jesus Christ. If you look at his head, you may even see a hint of the crown of thorns on his head. Do you see it?  The second image, directly below the image of Jesus looks like a profile of Mama Mary with a veil on. Her right arm is outstretched to her side. We also see a dark spot where her heart should be? Both of my mom and mother-in-law got goose bumps as they saw these images and they shared their finding with us. The tree is in the backyard of our neighbor who is directly behind us. My mother-in-law said that our home was blessed and Jesus was watching over us and Jayson.  Is this a pigment of our imagination? Is this a coincidence? Henry showed the tree to a Chaplain who was visiting Jayson that day and he was amazed at it. He said this was a natural shrine.

On that same day, as I was driving home from Red Lobster, the license plate of the car in front of me caught my attention.  It may be hard to see the license plate in the picture, but the license plate is "JS BELVE". To me it was short for "Just Believe".  Was I misinterpreting the meaning of the license plate? Was this another coincidence? Or was this a message to me from God? My heart tells me this was God's simple message to me knowing that I sometimes have my doubts about Jayson's amazing comeback each time his situation got worse.  After seeing all the miracles we have seen with Jayson these past months, I don't know why some doubts still linger. Sometimes I try to find a logical explanation for each miracle I've seen in Jayson instead of just accepting the supernatural and merciful power of God. I ask myself what else does God have to do in order for me to completely remove all doubt that God is going to heal Jayson? Perhaps this is a time when I should be childlike and just believe.

Tuesday, November 5, 2013

Chemotherapy Begins Again

With the Telmo Family
The past few days have gone by quickly. On Friday his friend, Joven, came over to spend the weekend with us. Jayson had some issues with shortness of breath and we had to give him some morphine to help him.  On Saturday, Jayson spent most of the day resting at home and was visited by a few families.  In the evening, he went to Corona for his YFC's household.  He was able to pray, praise and worship with his friends and listen to that night's topic on friendship. After about 1.5 hours, Jayson was tired and we went home.

Praising at YFC Household in Corona 




On Sunday, Jayson continued to rest.  He hasn't been able to walk with his walker lately and just seem to get tired more easily.  We've had to increase the flow of his oxygen to keep him comfortable.  Despite all this, Jayson continues to be polite, positive and determined to do what he can to help himself.  We had more family & friends visit all day Sunday.  He wasn't eating much on Sunday, but was getting sufficient fluids throughout the day. However, he's been sleeping more soundly the past few nights and hasn't had any hallucinations for at least a week.

Yesterday, Nov 11th, Jayson was once again taken to the NMCSD for a checkup. As always, we get a bit anxious as we wait to find out what Jayson's lab results are. The results of yesterday's lab had some good news. Jayson's white blood count continues to improve.  The results showed Jayson's white blood count went up to 3.7 from 2.3 from last week. The results also indicate that there were no blast cells in his white blood.  However, the lab results showed Jayson's hemoglobin and platelet counts were both low at 5.5 and 13, respectively.  Therefore, Jayson received 2 units of red blood and 2 units of platelets yesterday. The total transfusion time was about 5 hours, but because we had to wait for the blood products, Jayson didn't get done until past 5:00 p.m.

During yesterday's checkup, Dr. McManaman examined Jayson and noticed that his liver was bigger than normal. She was concerned about this and wanted to get lab results to find out what was going on with his liver.  We're still waiting to find out what's causing the enlarged liver. Also during the exam, we showed Dr. McManaman a bump that Jayson noticed on his left thigh. She said this was chloroma, which is a malignant, green-colored tumor associated with myeloid leukemia. They aren't painful, but she mentioned that he'll probably get more of it as time goes on.

During this appointment, we also discussed chemo treatment plans for Jayson.  It was Jayson who would determine whether or not to proceed with chemotherapy again.  His main concern was the side effects of chemotherapy. After a long discussion, Jayson was willing to try the chemo treatment for about 2 weeks. If he is unable to tolerate the side effects then the treatment would be stopped. As Dr. McManaman had mentioned to us last week, the purpose of this chemotherapy was not to cure Jayson, but rather to slow down the progress of the cancers. Our hope is that the side effects will be minimal and that Jayson will be able to handle them. The first chemotherapy to be done is to help with the AML. The treatment has been slightly modified. He will receive a lower dosage than before and one of the chemo drug used previously will not be used this time.  If Jayson is able to complete the 2 weeks, then chemotherapy will begin for the rhabdomyosarcoma.  All of the chemotherapy medication Jayson will be given is by mouth instead of introvenous (via IV).  By giving him the chemo medication orally, he'll be able to stay home more.   As in the past, we will pray that God helps him through this next round of treatments.

Dr. McManaman will still present Jayson's case to the tumor board on November 8th.  She hopes to get some recommendations and feedback from her colleagues on Jayson's situation.  I'm sure she will let us know what the tumor board recommends when we meet with her next Tuesday.

Today, Nov.5th, was the first day of Jayson's chemotherapy treatment for AML. We will monitor him for any new symptoms or side effects of the chemo medication. Please join us in praying that this chemotherapy will help Jayson.

Jayson was at home all day today.  His Grandma Del and Auntie Carole helped Henry take care of him while I went to work for a few hours.  His appetite was much better today and he's able to eat a little more than usual.  Earlier this evening he started running a fever.  We gave him some Tylenol to help reduce his fever and it worked. Also, he's been experiencing some shortness of breath. He has to open his mouth each time to exhale. It's hard to see him breathing like this even though he assures us he's fine. We've given him a small dose of morphine once again to help.

Whenever we find ourselves helpless or at a lost in trying to help Jayson, we seem to always automatically turn to what we know how to do and that is...pray.  Whether it's to pray for guidance, wisdom or help, we call on the Lord. Whether it's out of desperation or in thanksgiving, we seek Him.  Even though Henry & I are doing all we can to help Jayson; it's only his heavenly Father who knows exactly what Jayson needs and can give it. He is the sole comforter, the universal physician and the main provider to each of us.  Let's continue to rely on Him and seek Him.

Thank you Lord Jesus for all you've done for Jayson and our family. We know that all the progress Jayson has made is because of you. Please keep touching him with your healing hands and strengthening him with your grace. We ask this in your name, Amen.





Westview High School Article

Below is the article from Westview High School's newspaper, The Nexus, titled "Cranes for Cancer" that I mentioned last week.

Karina Lin and Julia Pene's Mission Accomplished!


Pene, Lin lead group in folding 1,000 cranes for friend 
October 25, 2013  |  An Nguyen

final-crane
Karina Lin (11) and Julia Pene (11) string together some of the 1,00 cranes that they and their friends made for their friend Jayson Adams. Lin and Pene decided to start making the 1,000 paper cranes for Jayson after he was diagnosed with sarcoma and acute myeloid leukemia.
A thousand origami paper cranes held together by strings is widely known by ancient Japanese legends to grant one wish to those who fold them; a wish that could mean a longer life or even successful recovery from illness or injury.
For Julia Pene (11) and Karina Lin (11), a thousand paper cranes doesn’t just mean a simple wish. They symbolize the unconditional support and respect that they want to show their friend: Jayson Adams.
Adams attended Westview during the last half off his freshman year after he was diagnosed with a type of rare cancer on December 8, 2011. It was sarcoma, which is the cancer of the connective tissues, such as nerves, muscles, fat, joints, and bone.
With each fold and crease, Pene and Lin would lead more than 80 people to join them in their goal of making 1,000 paper cranes for Adams.
“The idea came to me because Jayson was constantly on my mind and after seeing how amazingly strong he is and how encouraging his family is, I knew if anyone deserved such support, it was Jayson,” Lin said.
Pene and Lin teamed up and worked to spread the word about Adams. The moment that the idea sparked within Lin, they went out that very night to purchase origami paper and began asking a few friends to help them.
Publicizing their mission on social media sites such as Facebook and Twitter triggered the support of even more people all around them. Those people retweeted their tweets and shared their Facebook posts.
“We just wanted to let Jayson and his family know how many people he has positively affected,” Pene said.
Esther Lin (10), a very close friend of Adams has been by his side all the way from the very beginning. She met him during eighth-grade P.E. and their friendship grew through the years.
Not long after she met him, he was in unexplainable pain for a month before he went to the doctor to check it out. The day Adams was diagnosed with cancer, he told Esther the news.
“It was a numb feeling,” Esther said. “I knew something was going on, but I never thought, in a million years, that it would be cancer.”
He had been in and out of the hospital depending on his chemotherapy schedule for much of the next year. It wasn’t until last month that Adams would have to spend the longest amount of time in the hospital.
Upon entering the hospital in September, Adams was diagnosed with another type of cancer called acute myeloid leukemia in which the bone marrow makes an abnormal amount of white blood cells.
Although times have been tough, Esther is determined to stay positive for Adams and herself.
“It has been an emotional rollercoaster, but the whole thing makes me feel blessed and really appreciate that I have and my health,” Esther said. “I also really appreciate the kind of family Jayson has as well.”
As those weeks went on, many of his friends and family came and visited at the hospital. Despite the circumstances, everyone still came to support him and keep him in their prayers. Esther makes sure that she visits Adams regularly and she also has grown close with his family in the process.
“To say Jayson and his family are special is an understatement,” Esther said. “He truly has one of the best families around.”
Jessie Adams, Jayson’s mom even created a blog to keep their friends and families updated on his current state.She posts almost daily about his whereabouts and those who affect him, such as his doctors, nurses and visitors.
She encourages all to “walk with Jayson as he battles cancer,” and asks his family and friends to support him and keep him in their prayers. Adams’ mom has been with him all the way through every blood transfusion and examination.
“Sometimes, I just sit there staring at him in awe and admiration. Here he was fighting for his life, but he was still happy,” Jessie said.
Jayson’s influence has not stopped at just his friends and family. His positive vibes have spread throughout the community and even across the nation.
Many of those who make cranes for Jayson are just eager to do what they can for him. It is not just students and their parents at Westview, but alumni have been mailing cranes to Pene and Lin from places such as San Francisco, Arizona, and New York.
There are even students at Del Norte High School who have contributed to the cause.
“At first, I thought it would only be Julia and I plus a few other people making the cranes,” Karina said. “Never did I imagine that more than 80 people would volunteer to help make them as well.”
The whole experience of making cranes showed Karina that one person, Adams, could have the ability to affect so many people.
“He showed me how strong a person can be even when they’ve gone through so much,” Pene said. “Hearing stories about him from his mom or friends has been truly life-changing.”
Adams has gone to speak to teenagers just like him about what he has gone through. He typically says something like, “Some people ask why this is happening to me, but I think of it more as why God chose me to still be fighting and living.” To his peers and his family, he is a true inspiration.
The past weeks have truly been the hardest for Adams and his family, but they continue to look up and stay positive. He has determination and drive to get better every day.
“He has such an optimistic attitude,” Karina said. “Reading his mom’s blog about his strength to fight was such an encouragement and often brought tears to my eyes.”
The thousand paper cranes are not the only way Westview students have shown their support for Adams throughout his ongoing journey.
Esther and Mrs. Draper, a biology teacher here at Westview, made posters a few weeks ago for Adams so that his classmates could sign it. Every person wrote a brief note so that Adams could see that his friends were thinking of him. Even such a small deed can touch a person’s heart.
For Esther, Adams has been a major part of her life and he never failed to be there for her through the ups and downs to cheer her up. He would always lighten her mood and keep her positive attitude going.
“I’m really glad that people are able to support him through such a tough time,” Esther said.
At the Mt. Carmel football game, Jayson’s positive spirit carried on. During some points in the game, the cheerleaders held up signs that said, “Keep fighting Jayson! Westview loves you,” and the crowd rumbled as it rooted for Adams.
“It was really just heartwarming and surreal to see that many people cheering on Jayson as he battles cancer,” Pene said.
As soon as they finish within the next weeks, they plan on surprising him with the cranes in the comfort of his home. They want to show Jayson that he is such an influential person to everyone around him.
“Jayson said that he wanted to make people happy and that he wanted to be an inspiration to others,” Jessie said. “Well, Jayson has been making us happy and is inspiring us with his powerful story, his admirable strength and his enduring faith.”

Friday, November 1, 2013

16 Days and Counting

Colorful cranes watch over Jayson as he sleeps.
It's hard to believe that it has already been 16 days since Jayson was discharged from PICU. He wanted 5 days at home and God has tripled that so far! See how generous and loving our God is?

It has been a good week for Jayson overall. He's been stable and was able to be out in public more. On Tuesday, we brought him in for his checkup at about 8:00 in the morning and blood was drawn immediately. The results show that Jayson's white blood count has continued to improve.  It went from 1.5 on Friday, Oct. 25th to 2.3 on Tuesday. His hemoglobin went from 9.4 last Friday to 8.8 on Tuesday. Because the change wasn't much, Jayson didn't need to get any red blood transfusion. However, he did need to get 2 units of platelets because his platelets had dropped to 13.  Dr. McManaman told us to stop giving Jayson the three antibiotics since he didn't have a fever for over a week and his white blood count was improving. She also said that visitors don't have to wear masks anymore when they visit and that Jayson could go out in public once again.

During his appointment, Dr. McManaman also mentioned that getting another chemo treatment was possible again due to the improvement in Jayson's white blood count. She asked us to talk it over with Jayson to see if he wanted to go through another treatment and to let her know on Monday (Nov. 4th) when Jayson returned for his next appointment.  She emphasized that their goal was to prolong his life and not to cure him. As I had mentioned before, she doesn't believe they could cure him.  All they could try to do is prolong his life and help him be as comfortable and pain-free as possible.  The benefit of undergoing chemotherapy was the possibility of prolonging his life, but the risk is that he may end up in the PICU once again.  So, it's very important for us to look at both the benefits and risks of another round of chemo treatment.  She said if we were interested in having Jayson go through chemotherapy treatments, she would discuss Jayson's case during the tumor board meeting with her colleagues on Nov. 8th to get their opinions on what chemotherapy they would recommend. We left the hospital by 12:30 and headed home.  The rest of the day was peaceful and non-eventful.

On Wednesday, Jayson spent most of the day at home.  In the evening, we went to a friend's house (Salarda family) for dinner. On Thursday, Halloween day, Jayson rested most of the day.  He didn't get enough sleep the night before and was tired a lot.  A nurse's assistant came by in the afternoon to help give Jayson a shower. He felt refreshed and had a nice long nap afterwards. At about 6:30 that night, we went to another friend's house (Isip family) for dinner and to celebrate Halloween. Jayson and Henry stayed at their house while the rest of us took all the kids trick-or-treating around the neighborhood.  Jayson took advantage of the quiet time by taking another nap while we were gone.

Hanging out with Joven

Dinner with the Salarda family
With Mocha in her lady bug costume



















Halloween night with family and friends



















Today was not as quiet as the previous days.  I was supposed to go in to work for a few hours, but since Jayson was complaining of shortness of breath and had been vomiting, I opted to stay home to observe him. Two hospice nurses came by around 10:00 in the morning to check on Jayson.  We discussed some of our concerns, mainly the shortness of breath.  After listening to Jayson's lung, it was determined that he had fluids in his lung which limited his capacity to take big, deep breaths.  We gave him some medication to help him remove the excess fluids.  We also gave him another medication to help with the vomiting.

Earlier this evening, Jayson complained of not getting enough oxygen.  We checked his oxygen level and noticed that his oxygen level was going down.  After a few minutes Jayson was getting more agitated so we switched his oxygen source from the oxygen machine to an oxygen tank.  We also gave him a small dosage of morphine and this helped.  It was a bit of a scare to see him struggle with breathing, but he overcame it. As I write this, is in sitting on a recliner in the family room.  He is relaxed, comfortable and spending time with his good friend, Joven.

Jayson's appetite the past few days has changed.  He hasn't been eating as much as before.  I think part of the reason is because he's been vomiting more frequently, regardless of what he eats.  So, we're trying to have him eat and drink smaller portions at a time. We're trying to give him all the food he's requested. Today, he asked for some chicken alfredo, but only ate a few teaspoons of it. We hope that he'll begin eating more tomorrow and more importantly, we hope he'll keep it in.  

We are expecting more visitors this weekend, so I'm hoping that Jayson will be able to sleep well tonight. He is excited about the possibility of going to his youth group household meeting on Saturday evening.  Whether he goes or not will highly depend on how he's feeling tomorrow evening. We hope that he'll be well enough to go and worship with his friends.

I noticed that in our previous blog I forgot to mention that on Sunday when Karina, Julia, Mila, Janessa and her family came over to deliver the origami cranes, they also decorated Jayson's room with them.  Thank you girls for showing Jayson how much he is loved and prayed for. Now, as Jayson lay in his bed he can easily look at all four corners of his room and be reminded of all the people who are praying for him to get better. Each individual crane represents the love and support he is receiving from family, friends and even people he's never met.

With Denise & Michelle of Elizabeth Hospice.


As Jayson continues in his journey, I am aware of the many people Jayson's story has touched. Now, as a hospice patient, there are more people who are added to this list.  In just the two weeks he's been with Elizabeth Hospice, he's met about 10 staff members (nurses, social worker, chaplain, nurse assistant, counselor) who's been by our house to check on him and our family.  As we met with them, it's obvious that they don't see Jayson just as another hospice patient. They've really tried to get to know him and our family. God has blessed us with another group of people who'll help take care of Jayson.

Thank you for your continued prayers for Jayson and our family.  God bless you all!